I can honestly say that. Through thick and thin I was there..
I never left and even when you said by then you woulda been gone.
It's sad that something that beautiful we had comes to this..nothing..almost hate.
There is no one to blame for what is happening I guess... Sorry thing is most of it is out of our control.
There alot of things both of us need to work on as us being friends again
I hope some day you lose the attitude towards me, the hostility, THAT I CAN JOKE WITH YOU. We can laugh bout everything. When we first met I used to be able to joke around with you about other boys and now it's always me hating. I'll never get it?
It's so hypocritical because through everything you were allowed to say shit, makes comments, bash me online.. and the second I do it it was done, you hated me, told me to leave you alone.
I love you kid, you're an amazing person once you let your guard down.. I hope you let your new boy discover that.. don't do him like you did me at first... it messes you up.
The sorry thing is is after it's all said and done I have every reason to want nothing to do with you. but I can't help it, I've seent he real you, I know you're not as heartless as you make yourself seem, I know I don't bring out the worse in you, I know who you really are behind that huge wall you built called an attitude. Its beautiful and whoever is next to discover that is so lucky.
I don't care how much shit you have to talk on me cause I won't do it back...
The past few weeks I have been the most mature person I ever met. Nothings going to turn me around. I'm so much stronger then what people think, I'm so much better then what you've recently made me out to be, I'm so much better then what I turned myself into. The fact that all this has been happening and I'm completely content says alot.
This is my final blog I write bout you. I know time and space will do us good, so here it goes. Just know I'm always wishing the best for you, just know I'm always with you. At your best and at your worst.
I can't wait for the day till you talk to me again about everything. I feel like I have no idea who you are anymore..it sucks.. I miss you as a friend alot
You'll never find any person who believes in you as much as I do.. and if you do.. I pray to god you never let them go
Best of luck kid <3
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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