It felt amazing

everything.

I can't explain it but this is the happiest I have felt it so long.

1) Brand New was amazing

2)Road trip was needed

3)RVA is always a good time.

I find it ironic how things happen. I don't know if you'd call it fate or coincidence. I guess it depends how you look at it. All I know is she made me feel amazing. I can't remember the last time I was romanced or the last time i fell asleep holding somebody and waking up in the same position.

I don't think anyone would ever to be able to understand the changed I went through. I can't explain it. I feel normal, bubbly,goofy,carefree and best of all content. I feel content with myself. 

Sunday afternoon as I was leaving Erin dorm I stopped and stared into the mirror. For the first time I stopped and smiled at what I saw. I was proud of who was looking back in the mirror.

Life is amazing..sometimes you forget what life is all about. I'm so glad to have my focus back.

As for you.. I don't know what to call us. All I know is I enjoy it a lot. You brought a lot of fun out in me again. You've made me feel things I completely forgot were real. I don't give a fuck what anyone has got to say about you, because my thoughts are the only one that matters.