Forgive me!

It's been like five days since I've posted, but truth is I haven't been home more then a hour besides thanksgiving since Tuesday.

This thanks giving break was AMAZING and very much needed.

My break consisted of:
seeing old friends, Angela came home!, adventures with Erin, sleepovers, snuggle seshs, rooftop dancing, drinking, watching the town light up, parades, tattoos, up all night talks, car singing, mini road trip, drunk talks with people I never thought I'd be close to, being romanced,drunk with my mom, guitar hero!,passionate kisses(sober ones, which are best), ice skating!, movies, FUCKING SHIT UP. That basically covers up the past five days... with out elaborating.

First time I get to sleep in my bed since Monday night haha, I've missed it :(

Tattoo:

This is a tattoo I've wanted for awhile. It has a lot of meaning behind it.
1) The brotherhood. I love every single dude related to this. I love what we stand for. A lot of people get the wrong idea, but truth is we arent no "gang". We are a crew, a brotherhood. A group for self improvement, to help us when we think no one is there.
"The best feeling is not the fact that they have my back, but the fact I have theirs"

972....down fo lyfe faggots

2) After all the bullshit I've been through it has made me ruthless. I wouldn't say it's negative, but it has kept me pressing on. Its a nasty world out there and everyone has to be ruthless.





PS: I still care. It's just easier to not care. I hope you forgive me someday. I can honestly say I forgive you for everything and it feels good. Hopefully some day you do the same. Al though I won't lie it'd be nice if you stayed out of my dreams... don't take it personal.