Monday, November 23, 2009

Clear mind

I'm still not sure what happened last night.
I'm still confused for why you have so much anger towards me.

In the end I knew you'd end up hating me and I tried to prevent it, sadly it didn't work.

I blame no one for what happened between us, there is no one to blame.

It isn't your fault or anybody's. I shouldn't listen to what people say, but they just knew how to get to me. I listen to the voice mail Brady left me after you told them what happened and I find it immature to threaten me for something thats is their fault.

I lost you over some dumb bullshit that was completely out of our control, you hate me for something I'm not too sure why.. . I hope some day you tell me.

In the end all I ever wanted was for you to be happy, I some day hope you realize that, I know my selfish ways didn't help and made cloudy judgements.

I never thought that we'd come to this.. something so special destroyed and out of our control.

I can't wait till this all passes over.

Oh and I'm glad we talked last night. I really needed to clear things up with you. I just wanted to make sure we're both on the same page. I know we both kinda lost ourselves but I look forward to us.. what ever we become.. you're an amazing girl and I have a lot of fun with you.. we shall see what it comes from that.. I'm terribly sorry you got the wrong impression of me :( and I'm sure i didn't help out your situation at all

"rock-a-bye" =]

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