Tuesday, September 8, 2009

For some oddly reason...

everything possible went wrong and this weekend.. crazy part is for some odd reason.. I'm perfectly content.

I also discovered that Matt is probably my smartest friend I got or maybe it's the fact we're exactly alike? Or just share a lot of the same views. Ima miss him when he goes and becomes all famous and shit. I really hope I do get tog o with him. I don't care what I do, I'm just ready to leave here.

I'm ready for alotta things, which is weird to hear me say.

As far as the women situation. I'm finally at ease. no more worrying, no more lies, no more caring.
All I want is girl friends, not a girlfriend. not for a long time at least. I just rather keep certain people close...

it feels good to grow up... some people say they are scared.. I'm not.. I've embraced it.

After this weekend I learned I probably have the biggest heart out there. I can't wait for the day i can truly show someone what I'm capable. I have a lot to offer... I truly have impressed myself

forgiving and trying to forget is all I've been used to lately.



PS: Miracles happen :)

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