is one of my favorite movies (I know how cliche)
but if you haven't seen it.. I suggest you do, cause you would understand.
I wish I could undergo the same procedure they use in that movie
to erase.. memories..people...things..events...
I know people say you learn from YOUR mistakes, but what if it's not YOUR mistakes. Its others peoples? I can deal and cope with what I done... but what if you can't with other peoples stuff. What if it's just so bad you want to erase it? It isn't doing you any good. It just brings you down. I just want to erase it. Whether it's a memory, certain time period, or the person themselves.
What if the pain is so deep? What can you do? You have tried to forgive..but you can't forget. Forgetting is very important, because to fully forgive you got to forget? Is it possible to fully forget something? That horrible memory or image? Even if you block it when your awake and conscious... then what bout your unconscious.. when you're sleeping? Your dreams/nightmares eat away at you. torture you and just won't let you forget?
this stupid demon, just kicking you down and down... how do you battle him? Just drop the people that caused these memories? what if it's people that "love" you. Family, girlfriend, best friends etc...?
blehhh.. theres just so much I need to erase..
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