Thursday, October 8, 2009

MAKE IT STOP

these dreams
nightmares
hauntings
curse

what ever you want to call it

I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE

I'm losing it. I can't ever sleep at night because these demons come and take over. These dreams eat me alive. I wake up panicking, angry, screaming, sweating, and annoyed. I can't sleep anymore. It's this never ending battle as these hauntings infiltrate my unconscious and spread like malignant disease. My nights have turned into tossing and turning, which leads my days filled to being a blank slate, a zombie so to speak.

What did I do to deserve this? Why did other people do this to me? Why did you do this to me? Why did I do this to myself? WHY WON'T THEY GO AWAY

I can't do it anymore.. I just can't its effecting my whole life.

Somethings gotta give, I'm going to make it give.

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