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Disclaimer: don't take this to heart, it's nothing personal, I just feel like venting


but damn.. I must not be doing something right? I've never met a girl who dates someone and wants to get so involved with their exes again?

No I'm not a jealous type or anything like that

and personally, I must admit 9/10 would never let it slide

No I wouldn't do anything DRASTIC if you hung out with your exes
but I swear if I found out anything or if you lied to me bout the slightest detail I wouldn't even want to reason with you.

I guess I'm just lost because:

1)you openly admitted to me you would never want to hang out with your certain ex one on one. Why? Becuase you told me you jsut couldn't.. and I know what you meant by that and I know what you meant by that. You just said it wasn't a good idea. you almost sounded like you couldn't trust yourself bout it?

2) You broke my trust with the whole exes thing MORE THAN ONCE and I know I'm working on it... I've almost let that go

3) You just told me last weekend or so he told you all this stuff bout how much he missed you and was sorry and blah blah not going into detail. So you kind of know what his intentions are? But you still consider wanting to hang out with him?

No I wouldn't do anything drastic... and I guess I would force myself to get over.. I could just promise it wouldn't be healthy for our relationship... I wouldn't say it would end it though



but then again... maybe I'm over reacting?