I moved to a tumblr.. i like the set up more so far
plus this chapter in my life is done and over with =]
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
About time to retire
this site.
This chapter of my life is over.. I go through so many blogs and they usually follow stages of my life.
I've changed a lot since this blog. let go of a lot, forgave a lot, seen a lot, experienced a lot, and learned a lot. It's just I went through and read a lot of my posts from months and months ago and they all seem so depressing haha. Truth be told, I'm the happiest I've been in awhile, thanks to myself.
So I started a new chapter in my life, so I think it's time to make a new blog... I will post it later :)
This chapter of my life is over.. I go through so many blogs and they usually follow stages of my life.
I've changed a lot since this blog. let go of a lot, forgave a lot, seen a lot, experienced a lot, and learned a lot. It's just I went through and read a lot of my posts from months and months ago and they all seem so depressing haha. Truth be told, I'm the happiest I've been in awhile, thanks to myself.
So I started a new chapter in my life, so I think it's time to make a new blog... I will post it later :)
Friday, December 11, 2009
I have never been that shaken before...
I'm having an amazing night last night. I went to a dance party with Mikey, His gf Felicity, Jennifer, and Emily. We Met up with Chris and his friends. I'm having an AMAZING time.... and we were only there for like a hr when I get a phone call...
I could barely make out what my mom was saying, "Branden, Rachael has been t-boned and is being carried in an ambulance to the sentera lee hospital off PA road, it's pretty bad..."
I instantly got nauseous and I feel so bad cause I basically just up and left the people I was with to rush to the hospital. I wasn't the only one driving though so it was ok, they all understood. I never have been that scared in my life. I had no idea what was going on and by the way my mom was talking... I had no idea... So finally I get to the hospital to see my sister all helpless in an emergency room. Fortunately, she came out pretty lucky, had some major whip lash and broke only a few bones. That was such amazing news, my heart dropped when I found out she was going to be alright in a sense.
It's so scary knowing that your life could be taken away from you at any given point in time. I feel people forget that. What if you died today? You regret anything you did or didn't do today? Instances like last night remind you how valuable life is. That there is no time for the bullshit in life. You live once and you never know when hat gift might be taken from you, so live it up. There is no use in wondering "what if?". Just do it. Life is way too precious to waste and dwell on things. It's the most extraordinary gift possible, so cherish it, because you might not have it in the next five minutes.
PS: thank you last night for coming up to the hospital. It meant a lot to me, I've known you for like a month and you came through, even after I practically ditched everyone at the dance party...I'm sorry you had to see me like I was last night, I don't think ANYBODYS ever seen me hysterical. You truely are an amazing person.
I could barely make out what my mom was saying, "Branden, Rachael has been t-boned and is being carried in an ambulance to the sentera lee hospital off PA road, it's pretty bad..."
I instantly got nauseous and I feel so bad cause I basically just up and left the people I was with to rush to the hospital. I wasn't the only one driving though so it was ok, they all understood. I never have been that scared in my life. I had no idea what was going on and by the way my mom was talking... I had no idea... So finally I get to the hospital to see my sister all helpless in an emergency room. Fortunately, she came out pretty lucky, had some major whip lash and broke only a few bones. That was such amazing news, my heart dropped when I found out she was going to be alright in a sense.
It's so scary knowing that your life could be taken away from you at any given point in time. I feel people forget that. What if you died today? You regret anything you did or didn't do today? Instances like last night remind you how valuable life is. That there is no time for the bullshit in life. You live once and you never know when hat gift might be taken from you, so live it up. There is no use in wondering "what if?". Just do it. Life is way too precious to waste and dwell on things. It's the most extraordinary gift possible, so cherish it, because you might not have it in the next five minutes.
PS: thank you last night for coming up to the hospital. It meant a lot to me, I've known you for like a month and you came through, even after I practically ditched everyone at the dance party...I'm sorry you had to see me like I was last night, I don't think ANYBODYS ever seen me hysterical. You truely are an amazing person.
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