I felt it again last night
all though it was a bit too chilly, it's laying in sand with someone or people close to you while looking at the stars. I love doing it when I'm high and just laying there staring into space. It makes you question everything you've ever believed. Everything looks so infinite from the beach. Like for those moments in time everything is so surreal. There are no problems , no pain, no stress or anything. I love the warm sand between my toes and the cool breeze on my face. I could lay in the sand forever with certain people.
I needed that last night. I've been so stressed out lately. I'm starting to realize how much time I really don't have to fit in my friends, school, girlfriend, and family. Everyone wants so much from me and I just can't deliver. Sorry but my school is coming before anybody. I've started to slip up a little recently because I let my friends and girlfriend get in the way. I'm sorry but I'm re evaluating my priorities.. I got to see what I really have spare time for anymore. My school work is picking up.. with every new class.. which means it's time to dedicate more time into that and less into other things
bleh... we shall see though.. It's practically summer time.. but it sure as hell don't feel like it
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