Off my chest

so here it is done and over with.

I just want to thank you for proving me right.

I can honestly say I've never felt so stupid in my life.

An online boy? Like fucking really? Never met him and gave him you number,web cam with him, sending texts and pic messages and all this shit? I'm sorry but I'm not ok with that and is personally fucked up on you. Like I said he must of been that cute if you had to lie straight to my life. So much for never giving your number to random boys right? ha

Personally, everything in me wants to be with you, but I won't do it. I'm better then that. SO MUCH better then that. I'm sorry you just couldn't see that. I don't deserve to be lied to or you going behind my back.

I guess the easiest part is knowing I didn't do anything wrong. YOU LOST ME but I didn't lose you. I really don't want much to do with you, I don't think you deserve me even talking to you right now.

I hope you're happy, cause you destroyed me. Your attitude got the best of you and I told you I wouldn't deal with that shit. Just hope your online boyfriend can.

I just don't get how you didn't learn with Jared? After every thing you put me through with him?

I blame myself for not ending it then and there.. it would of saved me so much time


Congratulations Nicole, for fucking up something I thought was going to go somewhere.

Just don't do the same to him? It just isn't right.


STICK WITH ONE BOY (atleast don't lie to him?)