Stand back and watch from a distance?
Like, step out of your group of friends for awhile and just watch em. Then you start to realize can you trust any of them? Then you notice how much shit they all talk on each other, which makes you wonder... what do they say bout you? I just feel like I need a whole need surrounding. It just seems if you have nothing special to offer then they don't want you. No one ever calls me anymore to hang out, I'm always getting ditched, and I just watch as my "friends" go behind my back manipulate each other. I think maybe it's just time I stand clear of them for awhile and stop trying so hard... if they want to be friend they'll make an effort.
Feel so lonely, in midst of being surrounded by people?
I just don't feel like anyone gets it. I almost feel depressed at times, for no apparent reason. I'm just not happy it seems? and for what? I couldn't tell you. I just feel like there is so much I need to work and change.
nothing makes me smile anymore
I just don't know what to do?
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