Dreaming...

I've been having these weird dreams lately
like am I sleeping or is this reality?
I've been falling down this black hole for way too long
I go to scream but nothing comes out,
as this black monster swallows me
I hit the ground with loud thud
I look around to read sign
"Welcome to your heart"
I tried to talk to God again
but he takes too many vacations
I find a small door that reads "more"
Exiting out of the this hole
into an environment that was too cold
I need find a new high, a better supply
I talk to stranger who said he could take me there
He whispered in my ear you have nothing to fear
he told me he had the perfect cure
he told me what he had was pure
I just told him I needed a new addiction
He told me death would solve it all
I realized I had something better
told him I didn't have enough to pay
so we parted our ways

I just can't tell if I am still dreaming or not...

" Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is......"